So I'm on the road, driving along with my partner working. I'm falling asleep and my partner is on his phone and we got the laptops busted out in the car, cell phones, GPS all our shit. OUTTA NO WHERE A SONOFABITCH DEER RUNS INFRONT OF THE CAR INFRONT OF US... The car infront of us HITS THE DEER and everything goes FLYING IN THE AIR !!! My partner screams "Whoa Whooa Whooaa Holy Shit !! ..... That was Amazing" I'm like "WTFFFFF....LMAOOO"
the car and the deer both went flying into air and i couldnt stop laughing cuz my partner was tramatized, He breaked and swerved like a mother flucker, his face and arms went all stiff LOLL
I met this dude today, and all he wanted to do was become a Porn star. He thought Sex was the greatest thing on earth and all he wants to do is Hump 5 Star Chicks all day, ummm .... yah rigggght.
I'm seriously home sick. I never usually get like this.. but got damn this time I am. I missed my girls bday, they all went camping and I missed it. Cuz I'm fucking working. I miss everything... birthdays, parties, BBQ's... scared my friends gonna forget about me cuz I'm never around. Can't have a normal relatioship with a dude, cuz I dont got no time. I got no Life basaclly. All i do is work and grind. Been all over North America getting paid, but I miss everything important.
It makes me depressed knowing I miss everything. I barely see my family, and my Mom... she lives 2 mins away from me and i haven't seen her in weeks, I miss her the most. Miss my best friend Diamond, thats my grinder, my all nighter ride or fly chick. She always gets mad at me cuz I always up and leave to different cities and countries to work, I only give everybody like a week notice. CUZ I know what they gonna say "You always do this, stop traveling so much, I'm scared for you, stop disappearing, blah blahhh"
I'm 22 years old, and i seen more things and been more places then most 40 year old's. I feel like I'm 40. It's hard to stop working, I think I'm addicted to work... no... it's more the $$ I'm addicted to. It's just so fucking hard to stop.
Aaliyah, I can relate to what you're saying because I once lived that lifestyle. Thinking only about making money....stacking paper. Then one day I realized that I wasn't going anywhere with my life. I had money, a nice condo, car, nice clothes but not post secondary education or serious plan about what to do next. So I decided to change my life and go to school. I got a degree and only dance once in a while which actually brought the fun back. I now work a 9 to 5 and I'm much happier? Why? because I get to see my family twice a week, my girls all the time and I feel like I'm contributing to my future. Knowing what I know now, I would never go back to that full time hustle because it consumes you and seperates you from those you love. Anyway, I'm not here to preach, do what makes you happy but please whatever you do, make sure you're dancing for a reason greater than paying for a nice car or condo rental. Take your hustle and apply it to something more legitimate. My girl use to dance and now works in corporate sales and makes over $100,000. Something to think about....Good luck girl!
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My sister do the same thing..She thinking only about makin dat paper..She's not in montreal no more..she lives in miami and new york..I miss her so much.. but she choosin this life and I respect that..But I agree with the other girl..
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Jessy